I think about Hell a lot.

Like, where is it? And if you believe in the science ( which I do ) then one day the Universe will die and maybe it will start over again- so what happens to Hell?

I believe Hell is created by humans, populated by human monsters and run by every dark soul that has to this point in time existed.

So does Hell just wink out all together when the Universe dies?

Or do we carry it, each of us?

How is that possible you might be wondering.

I’m a science geek and I saw this show where a scientist explained that the atoms in your left hand came from a different place then the atoms in your right hand.

You have no idea where those atoms have been, what they’ve been part of and in the end where they go.

So where is this going- well I was thinking about the wrong we do to each other. The evil. That thing that makes food and wine and kisses less vibrant and alive then ‘before’

I write about monsters  and for the most part they are always based humans gone bad. So those human behaviors, those composite characters I create ( I’m like Frankenstein come to think about it) get locked in my head and go through one Hell after another.

And one day those atoms that made me who I am will scatter out and where they’ll end up nobody knows.

But for now me and my atoms are one and those characters that I have crafted out of my life experiences  are living in my head and they inspire me.

Over and over and over again.

It must seem like an eternity in there locked away in my nightmare stories.

It must be just like Hell.